16weeks gone by, blink of an eye you're moving on with life.

I won't deny I miss you, I won't deny I want you back, I won't deny my feelings for you are still here. I miss everything about you, remember on our 2nd, you cooked me fish and chips? You did a lot in our relationship, you were the greatest girlfriend ever. I doubt I'll ever find anyone like you ever again, I wish we had more time together. Everyday I skate pass your block, skate in the park near your place, clinging on to the hope I can catch a glimpse of you, even if its just for a second I'll be happy. You posted on your wall before you left for Australia saying "If I see a biker there I'd so think of you <3" I thought to myself, what if you see a dude on a longboard, will you think of me? In the 9months I spent with you, we've been everywhere in Singapore. Remember we caught our first movie together? Megamind, you couldn't stop doing the "ollo" thing, you picked up a job at popeyes, I'd fetch you from work & lie to my dad to sneak out to breaching my own curfew time. When we were still in the same school I loved walking pass your class, you will never fail to smile & your smile makes me smile. I miss you Grace, I miss spending my Saturdays with you over at Orchard, my weekdays in your house playing the xbox or simply watching you study. I miss ice cream buffet. I miss everything about you.

I wish you'd come back

I wish you'd read this

June 6th 2010.

I regret so much..

If I could rewind time

I'd take back that first slap I landed on you

Things changed, changed till a point where there was no turning back.

Its been 7weeks, you're living life happily.

I'm still in the process of putting you down.

I wish you'll come back.

I wish you'll wish me a happy bday when my bday comes.

I wish you knew how much I realized my mistake.

I don't want to be replaced.

How much bullshit can a 17year old take?

How did you take our break up so easily? I don't know about you but you're probably dating someone new. I'm just glad to hear you're fine.

The feeling of rejection simply sucks.

To me I got no meaning in life no more.

If I could be a ghost, I'd watch over you.

I love you way too much..

I'm here writting in this unknown & dead blog again.

She had to come to me, & actually talk to me, i'm feeling all preasured and all from fueds between mom & dad, & she had to come along, fuck I hate reality, I hate life, I don't want to continue living like this, everything's fucked up, I have my ego, but when my ego's down Im a nobody. She used to be my pillar of strength, correcting me when Im wrong, being there for me when things don't work out, thats what I call a perfect girlfriend. Now she's gone, I got no one left, I have friends, but not even one understands me. FUCK I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE..