Thursday, May 21

This is sabrina over here ..
Calvin , which is my bestie , also the owner
of this blog , doesn't know i'm posting this post ..
i'm currently on the msn w/ him , i felt much more
better pouring out my troubles w/ him just now .
yes bestie , we're on the same boat ..

Bestie , through all those times we went through
together , till now , it is indeed a long journey ..
a very long one .. those times we broke & patch ..
& finally , we end up as bestie (: its rare to find it
already uhr (: you're a great bestie on mine , which
i can talk to , share my troubles w/ when i'm really
down or in despair . yes , there are happy times too (:
we both know how we're feeling . the feeling suck , it
indeed suck like hell . bestie , sorry to let you see & know
i'm in such a despair . its very disgracing i know , i'm sorry kay .
Bestie , cheerup kay .. it hurts to see you like that .
i want you to know , that i'm always here for you , 24/7 .
Wait , if you think she's worth your wait ..
if not , give up & live life better ahead . there's still future .
for nw , you'll just have to make a decision between waiting or
giving up & move on w/ life . no point stopping in the middle .
its just like a person , standing in the middle of the road ,
deciding the way to cross . if you cross w/o seeing , you'll die
by getting bang by the car . if you cross ,seeing w/ both pair
of eyes , things wouldn't be the same already (: bestie ,i hope
you understand what i'm trying to say . Last but not least ,
smile okay ! don't think too much already (: i promise you ,
i'll be fine soon alright . Luvya' Bestie (: