Monday, February 7

I'm only posting this cus no one will actually read this.

I got no where to pour my feelings out, she's left me, & this time round it hurts way worse then before.

Why is it no one can actually understand me? My dad only sees one side of the picture and starts making a fuss out of things, my friends, they cheer me up, but they don't understand. My mom, she tries to but she just don't get it.

Why did they even adopt me?
Why am I even here?
Wouldn't it better if I just died in the Tsunami back in 04?

I don't wanna be here anymore, I wanna go far far away and never come back.
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