I thought you coming back to me would make me so much happier.
I was for a few days, & things start to change.
To you Im a piece of shit, im always complaining nagging spoiling your mood.
In fact im a piece of shit to everyone. I'm sorry for being like this.
I got no choice.
I just want to be happy & last with you.
Monday, February 28
Monday, February 7
I'm only posting this cus no one will actually read this.
I got no where to pour my feelings out, she's left me, & this time round it hurts way worse then before.
Why is it no one can actually understand me? My dad only sees one side of the picture and starts making a fuss out of things, my friends, they cheer me up, but they don't understand. My mom, she tries to but she just don't get it.
Why did they even adopt me?
Why am I even here?
Wouldn't it better if I just died in the Tsunami back in 04?
I don't wanna be here anymore, I wanna go far far away and never come back.
I got no where to pour my feelings out, she's left me, & this time round it hurts way worse then before.
Why is it no one can actually understand me? My dad only sees one side of the picture and starts making a fuss out of things, my friends, they cheer me up, but they don't understand. My mom, she tries to but she just don't get it.
Why did they even adopt me?
Why am I even here?
Wouldn't it better if I just died in the Tsunami back in 04?
I don't wanna be here anymore, I wanna go far far away and never come back.
Monday, June 28
Super dead blog! Super long since I last updated!
Alright, school's open again, dang its only a month to my prelims & then after my N levels. Guess its time to start mugging!
Alright, school's as usual, had the same old lessons, same old faces. Bell rang & its already 2pm. Walked over to 2A1 to fetch girlfriend! Then after made our way to 256, waited for Bul, kenneth & Leny. Gave Andrew a call, apparently he fell asleep! Damn! Bus-ed down to Andrew's block to knock his god damn-ed door. Went over to food palace for lunch, bus-ed back home with girlfriend & co. Went to some [i]pondok[/i] played some cards, smoked some cigarettes. Sent food to Grandpa's place, had dinner & home.
School tomorrow AGAIN!
Well least I get to see my girlfriend!
Alright, school's open again, dang its only a month to my prelims & then after my N levels. Guess its time to start mugging!
Alright, school's as usual, had the same old lessons, same old faces. Bell rang & its already 2pm. Walked over to 2A1 to fetch girlfriend! Then after made our way to 256, waited for Bul, kenneth & Leny. Gave Andrew a call, apparently he fell asleep! Damn! Bus-ed down to Andrew's block to knock his god damn-ed door. Went over to food palace for lunch, bus-ed back home with girlfriend & co. Went to some [i]pondok[/i] played some cards, smoked some cigarettes. Sent food to Grandpa's place, had dinner & home.
School tomorrow AGAIN!
Well least I get to see my girlfriend!
Monday, April 19
Rainy monday!
Alright ; long time no update.
School
Did my 2.4km and apparently failed!
Had maths, test postponed!
Recess, had the usual food, but a diffrent table
I aced english AGAIN
Cpa was probably goofing off & helping sab with some internet spammer
Assembly; SATU DUA TIGA!
After school
Went 256 fetched Shaqila along with Shah & Leighton, went to the usual spot, chit chat, messed around with the soccer ball, STORM KING (L). Was raining & yet boring, decided to come over to my place. Messed around with Shah's "armory" of weapons! Watched death race, smoked, chilled at my place. Got a couple of gayish webcam pictures. Gonna upload nowww!
School
Did my 2.4km and apparently failed!
Had maths, test postponed!
Recess, had the usual food, but a diffrent table
I aced english AGAIN
Cpa was probably goofing off & helping sab with some internet spammer
Assembly; SATU DUA TIGA!
After school
Went 256 fetched Shaqila along with Shah & Leighton, went to the usual spot, chit chat, messed around with the soccer ball, STORM KING (L). Was raining & yet boring, decided to come over to my place. Messed around with Shah's "armory" of weapons! Watched death race, smoked, chilled at my place. Got a couple of gayish webcam pictures. Gonna upload nowww!
Sunday, March 28
Best for life .
Heyhey ~ Guess who's here . Spell my name with an S followed by abrina . :D
Okay , calvin's bestie here posting for him as he's kind of rushing me to . I think he's dying for
someone to update his blog for him as Im sure he must be finding his blog too plain and boring !!
Opps* Kidding ah best . (: Alright , I hope calvin's leading a good life right now .
& one important thing which is him concentrating much on his studies as he is taking his ' N ' lvl
this year end . Hope he's gonna get good grades and stuff !! ohya , as mentioned on previous post ,
best's attached to liyana . (: Hope they gonna last . And best better treat her well !! k3k3k3 .
Its been so long , that I haven't seen cal-vin! Heheh . Hope we both gonna have the time soon to
meet each other up . And he called me earlier on cause he's afraid to walk outside alone !!
So ya , accompanied him on phone and he's safely home sometime ago . ( :
He also mentioned to me that he's gonna go studying with his friends tomorrow , hope he'll be
working real hard ! N' hope his girlfriend would go along and spend lesser time on Karate . :>
Okay , shall end this post right here now and then . Goodnight readers . ( :
Okay , calvin's bestie here posting for him as he's kind of rushing me to . I think he's dying for
someone to update his blog for him as Im sure he must be finding his blog too plain and boring !!
Opps* Kidding ah best . (: Alright , I hope calvin's leading a good life right now .
& one important thing which is him concentrating much on his studies as he is taking his ' N ' lvl
this year end . Hope he's gonna get good grades and stuff !! ohya , as mentioned on previous post ,
best's attached to liyana . (: Hope they gonna last . And best better treat her well !! k3k3k3 .
Its been so long , that I haven't seen cal-vin! Heheh . Hope we both gonna have the time soon to
meet each other up . And he called me earlier on cause he's afraid to walk outside alone !!
So ya , accompanied him on phone and he's safely home sometime ago . ( :
He also mentioned to me that he's gonna go studying with his friends tomorrow , hope he'll be
working real hard ! N' hope his girlfriend would go along and spend lesser time on Karate . :>
Okay , shall end this post right here now and then . Goodnight readers . ( :
Friday, March 26
Its friday!
I wasted my friday! Sheeesh! No $$. Friends over at town without me, wonder if they're having fun. Might be meeting them at night for drinks.
School as usual, currently on msn w junhao and my Yanaaa! ♥. I've got like Command and Conquer , counter strike and battlefield 2 to play but im sick of them! Saiful asked if I wanted to go lan, turned him down. Sucks not having money! Dad better meet me on monday and give my 200bucks! Oh & I'm smart enough to lend syg a spare phone w/o a battery.. I was like rushing so I didn't check! Sorry syg! Elah shall stop here. Update tonight I guess. If I feel like it! Time to go prac my G , Eminor , D ,C chords!
250310 ; Its on my msn & im gonna write it here too.
Saya cintakan pompan aku! Liyana's ♥
School as usual, currently on msn w junhao and my Yanaaa! ♥. I've got like Command and Conquer , counter strike and battlefield 2 to play but im sick of them! Saiful asked if I wanted to go lan, turned him down. Sucks not having money! Dad better meet me on monday and give my 200bucks! Oh & I'm smart enough to lend syg a spare phone w/o a battery.. I was like rushing so I didn't check! Sorry syg! Elah shall stop here. Update tonight I guess. If I feel like it! Time to go prac my G , Eminor , D ,C chords!
250310 ; Its on my msn & im gonna write it here too.
Saya cintakan pompan aku! Liyana's ♥
Thursday, March 11
Dead Blog! (N)
Okay time to revive this empty blog of mine.
Its been awhile since I last updated!
Lets see, life's like hanging in the balance, up & downs , up & downs! Been going jamming recently & its like almost everyday I'll be at 270 or 256. God life's a bore. It'll be worst if I hadn't have all my friends around me! Heading to bugis this saturday! Shopping , shishar , nasi briyani! hahaha! & After that down to katong to sing my lungs out!
-Today's happenings!
School , home to change & off to 256. Met up with Bul , Shah , Mariam (ee) , Isa & Armali! Chit chatted, smoked & waited for Acul to come. Ddin & Haikal came after awhile. Acul came, smoked chit chatted, 4.20 & off to school, for gym! 1 hour work out & went to the field, supported the teachers in some soccer match against Dunman. Dunman(you suck). Its frigging hilarious! Each time dunman scores, everyone keeps quiet. But whenever we score, all the supporters will be like GOALLLL!! After school , off to 201 with leighotn & acul. Bought our cigs & off to some block, smoked & police car came. Thank god didn't got caught. Back to pirate for dinner & 230G, chit chatted some more & left like 8.30pm. School tomorrow, gym again & most probably meeting dad at night! That's all I guess.
Takecare readers!
Its been awhile since I last updated!
Lets see, life's like hanging in the balance, up & downs , up & downs! Been going jamming recently & its like almost everyday I'll be at 270 or 256. God life's a bore. It'll be worst if I hadn't have all my friends around me! Heading to bugis this saturday! Shopping , shishar , nasi briyani! hahaha! & After that down to katong to sing my lungs out!
-Today's happenings!
School , home to change & off to 256. Met up with Bul , Shah , Mariam (ee) , Isa & Armali! Chit chatted, smoked & waited for Acul to come. Ddin & Haikal came after awhile. Acul came, smoked chit chatted, 4.20 & off to school, for gym! 1 hour work out & went to the field, supported the teachers in some soccer match against Dunman. Dunman(you suck). Its frigging hilarious! Each time dunman scores, everyone keeps quiet. But whenever we score, all the supporters will be like GOALLLL!! After school , off to 201 with leighotn & acul. Bought our cigs & off to some block, smoked & police car came. Thank god didn't got caught. Back to pirate for dinner & 230G, chit chatted some more & left like 8.30pm. School tomorrow, gym again & most probably meeting dad at night! That's all I guess.
Takecare readers!
Monday, March 1
Overdue-d pictures .
Here to help CALVIN to update a lil . So you guys will be able to '' catch up with him '' (: It's been a long time sinced he even touched on his blog . Yesyesyes ! But fret not , cause now im gna elaborate on what he did today ! What-sa!
From what i know , he met ME , Sabrina & Reeve somewhere near Century along with his friend . Crap alot with him . Cause he's so cocky :p Continued till 246 , along with his laptop . Some inconsiderate people just effing dont wna turn on their internet !@#$% . Hence , the laptop's not of any use to me ^^
Headed to 226 , occupied himself with his game . Then over to Macdonald for CALVIN 's dinner . & Yesyesyes , he owe me an Icecream ;) After devouring his dinner , went back to 226 . Had jokes with CALVIN . Greattttttttttttt , love his jokes . I guess he love mine too ! <': After which , byebye-ed to CALVIN & WAIT! Dont worry , CALVIN did reach home safely . At least .. in one piece . Alrighttttttttt till here ! Nights !
Monday, February 1
Thursday, January 21
Wednesday, January 20
Day of Achivements!
Music - Covered the above song on piano w my group.
English - Retrospect 2009!(Yearbook)
Recess - Eat Eat Eat
Mathematics - I was so enjoying algebraic equations
Science - Half awake
Meeting my guys later on, update more tonight :)
Tuesday, January 19
Must read tuesday
Okay, I've come to realise, my class's form teacher's really one in a million, usually when we play the "kompang" with our tables teachers would complain, but miss wong found it interesting & asked if we wanted to perform! LOL! Well, school was great, double thumbs up :D after school went home, showered everything & back to school was gym. Did my usual routine , slacked at canteen, went home. Short post, Kinda lazy to update though. :)
Update reaaal sooon
Update reaaal sooon
Monday, January 18
Pissed!
I got a pathetic 43 for my english! :/
Maybe I was too full of myself -.- NEXT ROUND I DON'T ACE I QUIT SCHOOL (Like real only)
Okayy, lets see here, currently doing my mathematics homework trying to solve 2(x + 7) = 3(x + 10) = 5 kinda question. Hopefully I'll understand every single part of it. :/ School was somewhat tiring, after p.e had my fish & egg sandwich in class :) did corrections for my damn-ed english paper :/ Recess had like 12 winglets (small ones la) went for CPA, laughed like some loser for 3 periods straight. Maths, given homework, did corrections again for the previous test, 1/8 marvellous right? LOL. Assembly, Chai was like talking to himself throughout the whole thing, no one paid attention I guess. Had our own small talk at the back with Izzaty & co. After assembly slacked at canteen till 3. Came home, showered & here I am.
Might be heading to the gym later on :)
Bye readers
(edited - 10.01pm)
Okay, didn't go out today except for dinner, webcam-ed with bby earlier on today, right now waiting for her call :( don't know if she remembers or not :@ school tomorrow, I'm gonna be so boredd~ Not gonna bring my usual school bag but instead krumpler & folder. Hopefully I'm getting my haircut tomorrow. Meeting sweetie this saturday :D its still early, I don't wana sleep, I got nothing to do, nothing to watch. Boringgggg~ Monday Blues~
Maybe I was too full of myself -.- NEXT ROUND I DON'T ACE I QUIT SCHOOL (Like real only)
Okayy, lets see here, currently doing my mathematics homework trying to solve 2(x + 7) = 3(x + 10) = 5 kinda question. Hopefully I'll understand every single part of it. :/ School was somewhat tiring, after p.e had my fish & egg sandwich in class :) did corrections for my damn-ed english paper :/ Recess had like 12 winglets (small ones la) went for CPA, laughed like some loser for 3 periods straight. Maths, given homework, did corrections again for the previous test, 1/8 marvellous right? LOL. Assembly, Chai was like talking to himself throughout the whole thing, no one paid attention I guess. Had our own small talk at the back with Izzaty & co. After assembly slacked at canteen till 3. Came home, showered & here I am.
Might be heading to the gym later on :)
Bye readers
(edited - 10.01pm)
Okay, didn't go out today except for dinner, webcam-ed with bby earlier on today, right now waiting for her call :( don't know if she remembers or not :@ school tomorrow, I'm gonna be so boredd~ Not gonna bring my usual school bag but instead krumpler & folder. Hopefully I'm getting my haircut tomorrow. Meeting sweetie this saturday :D its still early, I don't wana sleep, I got nothing to do, nothing to watch. Boringgggg~ Monday Blues~
Sunday, January 17
Sneazy Sunday
Hey Aliens!
Today's happenings.
Woke up, lazed at home till round 3? Prep-ed made my way over to 210, wanted to get a packet of Viceroy, but aunty wouldn't sell. Screw it, so made my way to 213, waited for Sabrina. Was craving for smokes really badly, walked all the way to 275, finally got a pack. Sat at some table, chit chat, smoked. Went over 277 met up with Min, Alex , Lit tat. Played guitar , laughs & stuffs. Sat there till round 6pm? Went over 276 met up with Saif , Asad, Sharul. Joked & sll. They wanted to home early so yeah, took a bus over to 226, chit chatted w saif & went home after that. Came home, mum called asked if I wanted to go downstairs for dinner, so yeah ok, went down, Junhao , qilong , dunpeng were all there including their parents. Slacked at playground, went home. Currently on msn with Amos & Hannah. School tomorrow! HANDBALL! HAHAHA. Time to start banging table again :D. Well takecare readers!
Today's happenings.
Woke up, lazed at home till round 3? Prep-ed made my way over to 210, wanted to get a packet of Viceroy, but aunty wouldn't sell. Screw it, so made my way to 213, waited for Sabrina. Was craving for smokes really badly, walked all the way to 275, finally got a pack. Sat at some table, chit chat, smoked. Went over 277 met up with Min, Alex , Lit tat. Played guitar , laughs & stuffs. Sat there till round 6pm? Went over 276 met up with Saif , Asad, Sharul. Joked & sll. They wanted to home early so yeah, took a bus over to 226, chit chatted w saif & went home after that. Came home, mum called asked if I wanted to go downstairs for dinner, so yeah ok, went down, Junhao , qilong , dunpeng were all there including their parents. Slacked at playground, went home. Currently on msn with Amos & Hannah. School tomorrow! HANDBALL! HAHAHA. Time to start banging table again :D. Well takecare readers!
Friday, January 15
Aku cinta korang banyak2 ah sa! :D
I'm so lazy to update!
BULLET POINTS!
-School
-Go see problem
-Lpk under block
-Play guitar
-Went home rest
-Met the rest at 270
-Went to school
-Had something to eat
-Parent teacher meeting! (Y)
-Went for dinner
-Went to play takraw
-Lepak at playground ._.
Anyways, i love this Clique to the max, it was only like last year we were like "EH T9 AH! & EH! T10 Bodoh!" Now, we're somewhat united. Always banging tables in class pissing practically the whole class off. Well guys, we don't care what other think right? :D So long we're enjoying ourselves! HAHAHA. N level's inbound, lets help each other out! :D
S.A.S.A.M.L.C.S.S (L)
BULLET POINTS!
-School
-Go see problem
-Lpk under block
-Play guitar
-Went home rest
-Met the rest at 270
-Went to school
-Had something to eat
-Parent teacher meeting! (Y)
-Went for dinner
-Went to play takraw
-Lepak at playground ._.
Anyways, i love this Clique to the max, it was only like last year we were like "EH T9 AH! & EH! T10 Bodoh!" Now, we're somewhat united. Always banging tables in class pissing practically the whole class off. Well guys, we don't care what other think right? :D So long we're enjoying ourselves! HAHAHA. N level's inbound, lets help each other out! :D
S.A.S.A.M.L.C.S.S (L)
Sunday, January 10
9Jan2010
Yesterday's post.
Planned to go airport study, plan was to meet Asaad, Sharul, Amin, Saif at 270 around like 1.45pm? Prepared & stuffs, met Saif first, made our way to 270, Asaad was waiting almost forever for us to show up, hahaha! Took a bus down to Airport, headed to mac, study2, joke2, Mat Salleh! & Excuse me, you got a daughter?. We had fun disturbing all the whites! LOOL. Left airport around 4 or 5, went to play lan :/ kinda fun ah. Headed to Amin's block, waited for him to come down, decided to lepak2, but slacking was boring so I suggested soccer! & they were like OKAY LA! Went home dump my bag, grabbed a ball, & off to 266. Junhao & Dunpeng joined us :D Chinese vs malay? Not quite, my goalkeeper was sharul! Score was like 4 - 8. I scored 4 goals & fell 2 times! Was getting kinda late decided to go to dunpeng's house. Hang out there till like 2.30am went home :D Might be meeting the rest later after 5pm :)
Aku suka nye clique! Dorang baek uh :D
Planned to go airport study, plan was to meet Asaad, Sharul, Amin, Saif at 270 around like 1.45pm? Prepared & stuffs, met Saif first, made our way to 270, Asaad was waiting almost forever for us to show up, hahaha! Took a bus down to Airport, headed to mac, study2, joke2, Mat Salleh! & Excuse me, you got a daughter?. We had fun disturbing all the whites! LOOL. Left airport around 4 or 5, went to play lan :/ kinda fun ah. Headed to Amin's block, waited for him to come down, decided to lepak2, but slacking was boring so I suggested soccer! & they were like OKAY LA! Went home dump my bag, grabbed a ball, & off to 266. Junhao & Dunpeng joined us :D Chinese vs malay? Not quite, my goalkeeper was sharul! Score was like 4 - 8. I scored 4 goals & fell 2 times! Was getting kinda late decided to go to dunpeng's house. Hang out there till like 2.30am went home :D Might be meeting the rest later after 5pm :)
Aku suka nye clique! Dorang baek uh :D
Wednesday, January 6
Lesson day two
School was fun I guess :D
But I was late -.-
Music - Half awake
English - Listen only, did some worksheet, finished within like 10mins?
Recess - Cik! Nasi Putih! Dgn satu ikan, satu telo, satu ayam besar, gravy banyak siket uh! :D
CPA - Paid attention, used pro desktop, practicing for coursework
Maths - Teacher said I was cool! LOL Smile only uh :) Paid attention
Detention - One hour of pure mathematics revision, first time ah.
Went home, Marco & Junhao came over, study, I goofed off, started playing my guitar stuffs, went for dinner, came home :) Another day at school tomorrow. Cant wait :D
Takecare readers
But I was late -.-
Music - Half awake
English - Listen only, did some worksheet, finished within like 10mins?
Recess - Cik! Nasi Putih! Dgn satu ikan, satu telo, satu ayam besar, gravy banyak siket uh! :D
CPA - Paid attention, used pro desktop, practicing for coursework
Maths - Teacher said I was cool! LOL Smile only uh :) Paid attention
Detention - One hour of pure mathematics revision, first time ah.
Went home, Marco & Junhao came over, study, I goofed off, started playing my guitar stuffs, went for dinner, came home :) Another day at school tomorrow. Cant wait :D
Takecare readers
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